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For a long time I left my DA very dormant--sometimes I would come on here to be like "o wow, been forever" check some deviations and leave for another 3 years--wHICH IS FINE! But, it is also not fine because being creative in some way, shape, or form, is something that I love and it makes me sad at myself that I haven't been doing it for so long. Or at least not at the capacity that I used to, and that also makes me sad.
Back in the day when I was at my peak with DA, I was constantly uploading things, even if those things weren't very good or whatever. At the time I also had a youtube channel that I would upload videos to constantly (more than on DA), and that's also when I started photography. And n recent years (maybe the part 3-5 years) I've been becoming less and less creative (thus active) on youtube and DA, which is something that I really want to change. And now I realize I really do have the capacity to change it, which is awesome. So I'm going to be doing a new thing (although surely this isn't that 'new', but it's new for me, so).
I'm going to be (trying) to take more photos whenever I go out and like, DO stuff. I took those photos of Alex the other day, and I remembered how much I actually love the process of photography (finding a subject, finding a place, actually taking the photos, editing, etc.), and I fucking missed it. I missed it so much, and I'm going to try and do it as often as I can. And though I know only like 5 people are gonna even see this probably, that's okay, this is more of like a public thing that I guess I can make myself accountable for because I put it out into the universe and its not just floating around in my head.
Anyways, I don't know if I've decided to call them dailies, randoms, or WHATEVER (the name isn't that important, although it low key is), but these are what I have so far and I really look forward to taking more and adding to this and doing stuff and just being my creative self again. Because my creativity is what got me through a lot of stuff and it makes me sad that I'm neglecting something that brings me so much genuine joy and happiness. It also helps to have the people I take photos of like the pictures too, that also brings me joy and happiness. Anyways! Later~
Back in the day when I was at my peak with DA, I was constantly uploading things, even if those things weren't very good or whatever. At the time I also had a youtube channel that I would upload videos to constantly (more than on DA), and that's also when I started photography. And n recent years (maybe the part 3-5 years) I've been becoming less and less creative (thus active) on youtube and DA, which is something that I really want to change. And now I realize I really do have the capacity to change it, which is awesome. So I'm going to be doing a new thing (although surely this isn't that 'new', but it's new for me, so).
I'm going to be (trying) to take more photos whenever I go out and like, DO stuff. I took those photos of Alex the other day, and I remembered how much I actually love the process of photography (finding a subject, finding a place, actually taking the photos, editing, etc.), and I fucking missed it. I missed it so much, and I'm going to try and do it as often as I can. And though I know only like 5 people are gonna even see this probably, that's okay, this is more of like a public thing that I guess I can make myself accountable for because I put it out into the universe and its not just floating around in my head.
Anyways, I don't know if I've decided to call them dailies, randoms, or WHATEVER (the name isn't that important, although it low key is), but these are what I have so far and I really look forward to taking more and adding to this and doing stuff and just being my creative self again. Because my creativity is what got me through a lot of stuff and it makes me sad that I'm neglecting something that brings me so much genuine joy and happiness. It also helps to have the people I take photos of like the pictures too, that also brings me joy and happiness. Anyways! Later~
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Steampunk, the (not-so) new obsession
4 min read
So, been a while am I right? Damn. Like a few years actually since i've actually been on this to like ... post something.
Okay anyways!
Anime North 2015 is coming up soon, and I have a few ideas for stuff that I want to do. Something I've always wanted to do was ccosplay Yoruichi, it's literally been a goal of mine for a few years now. And I think I might finally have the chance to do that this year! (Or even if not this year then like next year or something idk, basically I finally have the chance to do it and I'm super excited about it!) For the past few years I've thought about cosplaying Yoruichi in her default outfit, (thumb below), but then I thought ..... hey, why not get a little funky with it?
Recently I've been playing Dishonored, and by recently I mean for the past like 4 months because that game has literally taken over my life. This game is very victorian-era, steampunk, cool looking y'know? And because i've been playing/obsessing about it so much recetnyl I was really influenced by it in thinking that I could maybe incorporate a bit of that into my cosplay. Also I've been playing AC Liberation (sparingly, because i'm way too obsessed with Dishonored right now to play anything else lol) and it's has a lot of Victorian elements in that as well so that was also a pretty major influence.
Really though I think one of the biggest driving forces for me had to be just steampunk, the genre, in general. it's so badass looking, and I thought, "hey, steampunk is badass. Yoruichi is badass. This just makes sense." Also because I've been googling the hell out of this, and I haven't been able to find any Yoruichi Steampunk cosplays, which is a shame because I think the two would go together really well. Not saying that there aren't any out there, but i just haven't seen any.
I'm really freaking excited for this costume, honestly! So far I have ordered the wig; I need to buy boots, gloves, the corset, and any other accessories -- i'm not sure which ones I want right now, like which ones would really suit Yoruichi y'know? I'm thinking the goggles bc that's a pretty large part of the whole steampunk thing, and they look really cool so that's something :3 I dunno haha I'm just so excited and happy right now!
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Okay anyways!
Anime North 2015 is coming up soon, and I have a few ideas for stuff that I want to do. Something I've always wanted to do was ccosplay Yoruichi, it's literally been a goal of mine for a few years now. And I think I might finally have the chance to do that this year! (Or even if not this year then like next year or something idk, basically I finally have the chance to do it and I'm super excited about it!) For the past few years I've thought about cosplaying Yoruichi in her default outfit, (thumb below), but then I thought ..... hey, why not get a little funky with it?
Recently I've been playing Dishonored, and by recently I mean for the past like 4 months because that game has literally taken over my life. This game is very victorian-era, steampunk, cool looking y'know? And because i've been playing/obsessing about it so much recetnyl I was really influenced by it in thinking that I could maybe incorporate a bit of that into my cosplay. Also I've been playing AC Liberation (sparingly, because i'm way too obsessed with Dishonored right now to play anything else lol) and it's has a lot of Victorian elements in that as well so that was also a pretty major influence.
Really though I think one of the biggest driving forces for me had to be just steampunk, the genre, in general. it's so badass looking, and I thought, "hey, steampunk is badass. Yoruichi is badass. This just makes sense." Also because I've been googling the hell out of this, and I haven't been able to find any Yoruichi Steampunk cosplays, which is a shame because I think the two would go together really well. Not saying that there aren't any out there, but i just haven't seen any.
I'm really freaking excited for this costume, honestly! So far I have ordered the wig; I need to buy boots, gloves, the corset, and any other accessories -- i'm not sure which ones I want right now, like which ones would really suit Yoruichi y'know? I'm thinking the goggles bc that's a pretty large part of the whole steampunk thing, and they look really cool so that's something :3 I dunno haha I'm just so excited and happy right now!
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It's been so long...
4 min read
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Been a While / Chapter 504
2 min read
I can't believe it's been so long since I've been on DA .. at all .
it's almost been a month! LOL And I love how when I get back, I have 11 000+ messages/deviations and such. It's intense S:
I'll check then all and reply to stuff later,
Thanks for everything as always guys! 
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[SPOILER WARNING! SERIOUSLY I'M GOING TO BE GIVING AWAY SOME INTENSE SPOILERS AND DON'T TELL ME I DIDN'T WARN YOUU!]
OH MY FUCKING GOD!
The last couple chapters of Naruto have been soo intense! But I have to say that I absolutely LOOVE MinaKushi!
It's soo fucking cute how they met and fell in love, and it was so sad how they died.
I mean, The speech that Kushina gave before they sealed the Kyuubi into Naruto was so touching and cute and gosh I loved it so much. And when Minato was crying when Kushina was about to die, and Baby Naruto is just so cute. I almost cried at the end of 504, it was that touching. To me anyways.
But apart from the fact that everything is so adorable in an angsty drama way, I'm actually very glad that Naruto is going somewhere, the storyline I mean. Now that everything has come full circle, you can tell that the end is drawing near for the manga. I can't wait to see what the final SasuNaru fight is going to look like and I can't help but think that, because it was basically a pre-destined fight, I wonder if it truly is going to be Naruto that wins. I mean since as he was related to basically all the Hokages, doesn't that mean that he should be next and not be killed by a hate-driven Sasuke? ;D Or maybe it's just wishful thinking on my part? I think I'm too much of an Uzumaki Naruto Fangirl LOL
it's almost been a month! LOL And I love how when I get back, I have 11 000+ messages/deviations and such. It's intense S:
I'll check then all and reply to stuff later,
Thanks for everything as always guys!
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[SPOILER WARNING! SERIOUSLY I'M GOING TO BE GIVING AWAY SOME INTENSE SPOILERS AND DON'T TELL ME I DIDN'T WARN YOUU!]
OH MY FUCKING GOD!
The last couple chapters of Naruto have been soo intense! But I have to say that I absolutely LOOVE MinaKushi!
It's soo fucking cute how they met and fell in love, and it was so sad how they died.
I mean, The speech that Kushina gave before they sealed the Kyuubi into Naruto was so touching and cute and gosh I loved it so much. And when Minato was crying when Kushina was about to die, and Baby Naruto is just so cute. I almost cried at the end of 504, it was that touching. To me anyways.
But apart from the fact that everything is so adorable in an angsty drama way, I'm actually very glad that Naruto is going somewhere, the storyline I mean. Now that everything has come full circle, you can tell that the end is drawing near for the manga. I can't wait to see what the final SasuNaru fight is going to look like and I can't help but think that, because it was basically a pre-destined fight, I wonder if it truly is going to be Naruto that wins. I mean since as he was related to basically all the Hokages, doesn't that mean that he should be next and not be killed by a hate-driven Sasuke? ;D Or maybe it's just wishful thinking on my part? I think I'm too much of an Uzumaki Naruto Fangirl LOL
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Recen Obsession
6 min read
Oddly enough, I have just recently gained an obsession for the Akatsuki xD
I was just never one to realize the extent of their awesomeness until I began to actually read the manga from where I was supposed to .
I think my fave right now, has to be Leader-Sama, aka Pein okaay fine since I have to choose one of his six paths, I think I have to choose the first Animal Path or the Deva Path .. fucken amazing I swear to you
But that's not to say that I don't love the all, the Akatsuki I mean, equally. Oh no no no no no, I can tell you soo many thingas about every single one of them that I absolutely adore and couldn't live without at this point. It really is an obsession I swear to you. Okaay so here I go:
Leader-Sama: Okaay for one, he has enough love for everyone, serioulsy there are technically seven of them and because of this Ican love one of him for everyday of the week
But what I love the most if just before he had his epic fight with Jiraiya, may he rest in peace, he was all like "I am a god" and sll this, and I was like 
.. Seriously.
Konan: She's freakin hot. How can you deny that beautiful purple hair, that cute little flower on her head, and that sexy ass piercing? I mean honestly? Come on, and she has the most epic ninjutsu ever ... Did I mention she was epicly sexy?
Zetsu: LOLOL, This guy is fuckin rad. For one, he's a fucken venus fly trap, how can you go wrong with that shit? Next, he has split personalities and he can walk through walls and shit, ANDANDAND it's because of him that Kisa-Koi is alive
Kakuzu: I love him because one, he has five hearts so I can have one per business day and just multi-task on the weekends, and do you see those green eyes and black hair and sexy buff arms and ...
Pluz, this threads can like .. go into you and manipulate you and it can be like some amazing se-*cough cough* I read too many fanfictions >_>
Hidan: This guy is fucking JOKES! Seriously, his Jashin rituals and his cussing and just how hard-headed he is it's just so funny. He brightened up my life for like .. the whole 20 chapters he was in for, LOL. And how him and Kakuzu would bicker about every damn thing, and how Kakuzu would always threaten to kill him, and man I just love him, xD JASHIN-SAMA FTW
Itachi: Really .. would you like me to extrapolate? Really? I can go on for days. But the one thing I might allow myself to say is, Slightly-Crazy-Itachi was one of the hottest things I have ever seen in my life xD When he's all like
LOLOL, I love him
Kisame: He's half-shark, he can fuse with Sameheda(LOL@KISAMEHEDA) and he's just so laid back it's amazing Oh and I gave him a nickname, Kisa-Koi .. No not because of the fish, but for those of you who don't know Koi/Koibito means Love or Lover, soo yeah
Sasori: Holy shit, he needs to chill the fuck out with his hotness. And he would be so mature since he is 35 and all, that's just the hottest thing out there right now
Deidara: Art is a Bang Indeed
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.. I love you Dei-Channn! .. Did you guys see the chapter cover where his hands were making out? LOL, mhmm I bet that would come in handy Oh I'm so punny !
Tobi: He's soo cuute! His voice is soo cuute and I love when he bickers with Dei-Chan, it's soo funny "Tobi is a good boy" has to be my fave line of his ever, either that one or all of them , xD 
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I was just never one to realize the extent of their awesomeness until I began to actually read the manga from where I was supposed to .
I think my fave right now, has to be Leader-Sama, aka Pein
okaay fine since I have to choose one of his six paths, I think I have to choose the first Animal Path or the Deva Path .. fucken amazing I swear to you But that's not to say that I don't love the all, the Akatsuki I mean, equally. Oh no no no no no, I can tell you soo many thingas about every single one of them that I absolutely adore and couldn't live without at this point. It really is an obsession I swear to you. Okaay so here I go:
Leader-Sama: Okaay for one, he has enough love for everyone, serioulsy there are technically seven of them and because of this Ican love one of him for everyday of the week
But what I love the most if just before he had his epic fight with Jiraiya, may he rest in peace, he was all like "I am a god" and sll this, and I was like .. Seriously.Konan: She's freakin hot. How can you deny that beautiful purple hair, that cute little flower on her head, and that sexy ass piercing? I mean honestly? Come on, and she has the most epic ninjutsu ever
... Did I mention she was epicly sexy? Zetsu: LOLOL, This guy is fuckin rad. For one, he's a fucken venus fly trap, how can you go wrong with that shit? Next, he has split personalities and he can walk through walls and shit, ANDANDAND it's because of him that Kisa-Koi is alive
Kakuzu: I love him because one, he has five hearts so I can have one per business day and just multi-task on the weekends, and do you see those green eyes and black hair and sexy buff arms and ...
Pluz, this threads can like .. go into you and manipulate you and it can be like some amazing se-*cough cough* I read too many fanfictions >_>Hidan: This guy is fucking JOKES!
Seriously, his Jashin rituals and his cussing and just how hard-headed he is it's just so funny. He brightened up my life for like .. the whole 20 chapters he was in for, LOL. And how him and Kakuzu would bicker about every damn thing, and how Kakuzu would always threaten to kill him, and man I just love him, xD JASHIN-SAMA FTW Itachi: Really .. would you like me to extrapolate? Really? I can go on for days. But the one thing I might allow myself to say is, Slightly-Crazy-Itachi was one of the hottest things I have ever seen in my life xD When he's all like
LOLOL, I love him Kisame: He's half-shark, he can fuse with Sameheda(LOL@KISAMEHEDA) and he's just so laid back it's amazing
Oh and I gave him a nickname, Kisa-Koi .. No not because of the fish, but for those of you who don't know Koi/Koibito means Love or Lover, soo yeah Sasori: Holy shit, he needs to chill the fuck out with his hotness. And he would be so mature since he is 35 and all, that's just the hottest thing out there right now
Deidara: Art is a Bang Indeed
.. .. I love you Dei-Channn! .. Did you guys see the chapter cover where his hands were making out? LOL, mhmm I bet that would come in handy Oh I'm so punny !Tobi: He's soo cuute! His voice is soo cuute and I love when he bickers with Dei-Chan, it's soo funny
"Tobi is a good boy" has to be my fave line of his ever, either that one or all of them , xD LONG JOURNAL IS LONG
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